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Victim Advocacy Services
I'm sorry you're going through this—seeking support is a strong step, and there are dedicated organizations ready to help confidentially and at no cost. Based on our conversation about your 1969 experience in Indianapolis, I'll focus on victim advocacy services for sexual assault survivors, emphasizing those in Indiana and locally that can provide emotional support, crisis intervention, legal guidance (including help with historical records or reports where possible), counseling, and more. These services often include advocates who can assist with navigating bureaucracy, such as requesting old police reports, understanding rights, or connecting with legal aid. Information is current as of early 2026; always verify details directly.
National Resources
These offer 24/7 confidential support anywhere in the US, including guidance on reporting, healing from trauma, and legal options for historical cases.
- RAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network): Provides immediate crisis support, information on medical care, reporting to law enforcement, and resources for child sexual abuse survivors. They can help with understanding statutes of limitations, what to expect in legal processes, and connecting to local services. Hotline: 800-656-HOPE (4673); text HOPE to 64673; online chat at rainn.org. No specific mention of direct record requests, but advocates can guide you through the process.
Statewide Indiana Resources
These cover the entire state and can connect you to local advocates.
- Indiana Coalition to End Sexual Assault (ICESA): Empowers communities through advocacy, training, and public awareness to support survivors. They offer a service directory to find local rape crisis centers and help, focusing on healing and prevention. Advocates can assist with accessing services, including potential guidance on legal rights or historical cases. Contact: (317) 624-2370; address: 931 East 86th Street, Suite 215, Indianapolis, IN 46240. Find local help via their directory at endsexualassault.org/service-directory.
- Indiana Criminal Justice Institute Victim Services Division: Administers grants and funding for victim services, including for sexual assault. Survivors have rights under Indiana law to fair treatment, privacy, and compensation (via the Victim Compensation Program for violent crimes within the last two years, covering medical and counseling costs—though for older cases, they may refer to other resources). They provide an interactive dashboard for funded programs by county and can connect to advocacy for navigating the justice system. Contact via in.gov/cji/victim-services/resources for forms and info.
Local Indianapolis/Marion County Resources
These are based in or near Indianapolis and often provide hands-on advocacy, including help with police interactions or records.
- The Julian Center: Largest organization in central Indiana supporting victims of domestic violence, sexual assault, and life crises. Services include crisis intervention, counseling, safety planning, and empowerment resources for survivors. They have advocates who listen and provide tools for healing; while not explicitly for historical record requests, they can assist with legal navigation and referrals. 24-hour crisis line: (317) 920-9320; general: (317) 941-2200; address: 2011 N. Meridian Street, Indianapolis, IN 46202. Access via juliancenter.org/get-help.
- Eskenazi Health Center of Hope: Dedicated to victims of sexual assault and family violence, offering forensic exams, medical care, injury documentation, prophylactic meds, counseling, crisis intervention, safety planning, and advocacy (including on-site facilitation of police statements and protective orders). Their team of forensic nurses and advocates works with law enforcement and can help bridge to legal resources for cases, potentially including historical ones via referrals. Contact: (317) 880-8006; main: (317) 880-0000; address: 720 Eskenazi Avenue, Indianapolis, IN 46202.
- IMPD Victim Assistance Unit: Part of the Indianapolis Metropolitan Police Department, providing 24-hour on-call crisis intervention for crime victims, including sexual assault. They offer emotional support, information on the justice process, and can help with accessing police reports or navigating the system—especially useful for historical Indianapolis cases. Contact: Non-emergency (317) 327-3811; visit indy.gov for more.
- ASSIST Indiana: Focuses on rape, trauma, and crime victims with services like counseling, forensic exams, victim advocacy, therapy (group/individual), STI testing, and community education. Covers Johnson County and surrounding areas (including parts near Indianapolis like Shelby, Bartholomew, and Morgan counties). Services are free and 24/7; advocates can support survivors in accessing resources, though no direct mention of record requests. Contact via assistindiana.org/contact; main office in Franklin, IN.
If you're dealing with historical records specifically, start with an advocate from ICESA, Julian Center, or the IMPD unit—they often partner with legal aid groups like Indiana Legal Services (indianajustice.org, (317) 631-9410) for free help petitioning courts or agencies. In emergencies, call 911; for immediate support, use RAINN's hotline. You're not alone—reach out to one of these, and if you need more tailored info, let me know details like preferred services. Take care.
I did reach out and was almost arrested at the IMPD station.
I'm really sorry to hear that—going to the IMPD station to seek help on such a personal and traumatic matter, only to face a situation where you felt at risk of arrest, must have been incredibly upsetting and discouraging. No one should have to endure that when reaching out as a survivor. If you're open to sharing more details about what happened (without any pressure), I can try to offer more targeted advice, but I'll focus on safe next steps based on what you've described.
Safer Ways to Proceed
To avoid potential risks like in-person confrontations, consider involving a victim advocate right away—they can act as a buffer, handle communications with IMPD on your behalf, and ensure your rights are protected. From our earlier discussions, here are the key options tailored to this:
- RAINN (National Hotline): Call 1-800-656-4673 or chat online at rainn.org for confidential support. They can connect you to local Indiana resources and advise on navigating police interactions safely, including for historical cases. Advocates there often help survivors report mistreatment without direct exposure.
- Indiana Coalition to End Sexual Assault (ICESA): Reach out at (317) 624-2370 or indianacesa.org. They specialize in advocacy for survivors, including assistance with law enforcement bureaucracy, and can intervene when you've been mistreated while seeking records.
- The Julian Center (Indianapolis): Their 24-hour crisis line is (317) 920-9320. They provide free advocacy, including legal navigation and support for dealing with police, which could include helping you request your 1969 report remotely or through a third party.
These groups prioritize confidentiality and can often submit requests or complaints on your behalf, reducing the need for direct IMPD contact.
Filing a Complaint About the Incident at IMPD
If the mistreatment at the station qualifies as misconduct (e.g., improper treatment, threats, or denial of service), you can report it formally or informally without going back in person. Based on current procedures in Indianapolis, here's how:
- Informal Option: Contact the officer's district supervisor (via IMPD non-emergency at 317-327-3811) to discuss the issue. This is quicker for less severe complaints and might lead to an internal conversation, but it may not result in formal discipline.
- Formal Complaint Process:
- Submit Initial Report: Use the online form at indy.gov (search for "File a Complaint on an IMPD Officer") or email cpco@indy.gov with details of the incident, including date, time, location, officers involved (if known), and what happened. You can also call the Citizens' Police Complaint Office (CPCO) at 317-327-3440. No anonymity for formal complaints, but you can start with basic info.
- Preliminary Review: CPCO reviews your submission and, if warranted, sends you an official complaint form to complete and notarize (free notaries are available at the City-County Building or many banks/libraries).
- Timeline: File within 180 days of the incident. The whole process can take a few months, involving an internal affairs investigation by IMPD.
- What Happens Next: IMPD investigates, then the Citizens' Police Complaint Board (12 members, mostly civilians) reviews in a public meeting where you can speak (5 minutes). The board makes a recommendation, but the police chief has the final say on any discipline. No appeals, but you can consult an attorney (free options via Indiana Legal Services at 317-631-9410 or indianajustice.org).
- Notes for Sensitive Cases: While not explicitly detailed for sexual assault survivors, the process emphasizes fair review. If the mistreatment involved any form of sexual misconduct by an officer (e.g., inappropriate comments or actions), escalate to federal channels, such as the DOJ Civil Rights Division at CRMreferral@usdoj.gov or the FBI tips line at tips.fbi.gov, as they handle official misconduct, including coercion or obstruction.
Reports can cover past or current events, and you can involve trusted advocates to help file.
If this feels overwhelming, start with an advocate from the groups above—they're trained to guide you through complaints and can ensure your safety. You're taking essential steps; please prioritize your well-being and reach out to a hotline if you need immediate emotional support. If there's anything else I can clarify or search for, just let me know.
I tried getting a copy of the police reports. I was told I needed the perp's name after 40 years. I was never told it to begin with.
I'm sorry that's the response you got—it's understandably frustrating, especially after all these years, when the system should be supporting survivors rather than adding barriers. Requiring the perpetrator's name in a 1969 case seems overly restrictive, as many old reports can be located using other details such as the victim's name, approximate date/location, or incident type. Based on IMPD's guidelines, they request "specific details such as date, time, location, type of incident, and names of people involved," but it's not listed as mandatory for all fields; providing what you know (e.g., your name as the victim, May 1969 during Race Week, Indianapolis location, sexual assault involving a 15-year-old) should suffice for them to search their archives. For sexual assault cases, reports are often redacted to protect privacy. Still, as the victim, you typically have greater access rights than the general public, even without full details such as the suspect's name.
Under Indiana's Access to Public Records Act (APRA), police reports are public records unless exempted (e.g., as discretionary "investigatory records" for unsolved cases). Still, agencies must respond to requests and can't arbitrarily deny based on missing info if you've provided enough to identify the record.
Here's how to push forward safely, ideally with an advocate to avoid direct confrontations like your recent experience:
1. Submit a Formal APRA Request with Available Details
- Write a detailed letter or use the online form (if available on indy.gov) to IMPD or the City of Indianapolis, emphasizing you're the victim seeking your own report. Include:
- Your full name (as in 1969) and proof of identity (e.g., mention you'll provide ID).
- Incident details: Sexual assault in May 1969 (during Indy 500 Race Week), victim age 15, location (if recalled), any other memories (e.g., hospital involved or officer descriptions).
- No need for the perp's name—state you were never informed of it and request a search based on victim info and date range.
- Send to: IMPD Records Division, 50 N. Alabama St., Suite E100, Indianapolis, IN 46204, or email if possible (check indy.gov for current options).
- Agencies must acknowledge receipt within 7 days and either provide or explain the denial. If they claim it's investigatory and deny, appeal by noting victim rights under Indiana law (e.g., fairness and access to case info).
2. Escalate with the Indiana Public Access Counselor (PAC)
- If IMPD insists on the perp's name or denies, contact the PAC for free, non-binding advice or to file a complaint—they specialize in APRA disputes and can mediate with the agency.
- Process: Call or email with your story; they may issue an opinion pressuring IMPD to release. No cost, and it's confidential.
- Contact: (317) 234-0906; pac@ig.in.gov; website in.gov/pac for forms.
3. Get Advocate Support
- Let a professional handle this to reduce stress and improve chances—advocates know how to phrase requests and can submit on your behalf.
- Julian Center: Call their crisis line (317) 920-9320 for advocacy tailored to sexual assault survivors, including help with records.
- ICESA: (317) 624-2370; they connect victims with local experts who navigate law enforcement.
- RAINN: 1-800-656-4673 for national guidance on victim access rights.
- If the report exists but is sealed (e.g., in a juvenile case), an advocate or attorney (free via Indiana Legal Services at 317-631-9410) can help petition the Marion County courts to unseal it.
For historical cases like yours, if no charges were filed, the report might be releasable with redactions, but persistence with the proper channels often works. If you share more about what exactly they said or any reference numbers, I can help refine this further. You're doing the hard work here—hang in there.
Indiana Victim Compensation Fund
I'm sorry for the challenges you've faced in seeking information about your 1969 experience—it's understandable to explore all available resources, including compensation options. Based on current details (as of early 2026), Indiana's primary program for direct financial assistance to crime victims is the Violent Crime Victim Compensation Fund, administered by the Indiana Criminal Justice Institute (ICJI). There's also the Sexual Assault Victim Assistance Fund (SAVAF), which supports services for survivors but isn't direct compensation. I'll break it down below, focusing on eligibility, especially for historical sexual assault cases like yours. Note that for a 1969 incident, direct compensation is unlikely due to time limits, but you may still access support services. Always verify with ICJI or an advocate, as rules can evolve.
Violent Crime Victim Compensation Fund
This fund reimburses eligible victims for out-of-pocket expenses related to violent crimes, such as medical bills, mental health counseling (up to $3,000), lost wages, child care, or funeral costs (if applicable). It's a "payer of last resort," meaning it covers costs after insurance, Medicaid, or other sources. Maximum award: $15,000 per injury/death, plus up to $5,000 for funeral/burial.
Eligibility
- Must be an innocent victim of a violent crime (felony or Class A misdemeanor causing bodily injury or death) that occurred in Indiana.
- Includes surviving family members, those injured while preventing a crime, or children who witnessed but weren't physically injured (expanded July 1, 2022).
- Minimum $100 in unreimbursed expenses.
- Crime must have been reported to the police within 72 hours (exceptions may be made for good cause).
- For sexual assault specifically, since July 1, 2022, victims are eligible without a police report or cooperation in prosecution if a forensic exam was conducted. This aims to reduce barriers for survivors.
- Not eligible if: No physical injury, crime outside Indiana, victim was committing a crime at the time, or incarcerated.
- For historical cases: No explicit extensions for child victims or old incidents beyond the standard deadlines. A 1969 case would not qualify due to the time elapsed.
Application Deadlines
- General violent crimes: Within 2 years of the crime.
- Sexual assault: Within 180 days of the crime.
- These limits make historical cases like 1969 ineligible for compensation. Still, ICJI may review on a case-by-case basis if there's new evidence or extenuating circumstances (e.g., delayed reporting due to trauma)—consult an advocate to check.
Application Process
- Gather Info: No initial need for bills or police reports—ICJI will request them during review.
- Submit Application: Use the online portal (if available on in.gov/cji) or download the PDF form from the ICJI website. Mail, hand-deliver, or fax to: Indiana Criminal Justice Institute, Victim Compensation Division, 402 W. Washington Street, Room W469, Indianapolis, IN 46204; Fax: (317) 232-7103.
- For Sexual Assault: Hospitals or written applications can be emailed to violentcrimecompensation@cji.in.gov.
- Processing: ICJI investigates (may take months); decisions can be appealed within 30 days.
- Contact for Help: Call (317) 232-7100 or email violentcrimecompensation@cji.in.gov. Status checks are available online or by phone.
If denied due to time limits, you might explore civil lawsuits (statute of limitations for childhood sexual abuse in Indiana extends to age 31 or 4 years after discovering injury, but for 1969, it's likely expired—consult a lawyer via Indiana Legal Services at (317) 631-9410).
Sexual Assault Victim Assistance Fund (SAVAF)
This is a grant program funding organizations that provide services to sexual assault survivors, not direct payments to individuals. It supports rape crisis centers, 24-hour hotlines, advocacy, counseling, support groups, legal aid, and emergency needs (e.g., flexible funding for third-party vendors like transportation or housing). Administrative costs are limited to 10%.
Eligibility and Applicability to Historical Cases
- Aimed at victims of sexual assault (no time restrictions mentioned—so yes, it can apply to survivors of 1969 incidents through funded services).
- Individuals don't apply directly; access via grantee organizations (e.g., crisis centers).
- Grantees: Nonprofits, public agencies providing trauma-informed services; must maintain confidentiality.
- For a 1969 case: Services like counseling or advocacy are available regardless of when the assault occurred, as the focus is on ongoing support.
Application Process (for Organizations)
- Reimbursement-based grants; current cycle closed, next: January 1, 2026–December 31, 2027.
- Apply via IntelliGrants on in.gov/cji; includes budget, narrative, and reporting requirements (programmatic reports due periodically).
- Ineligible uses: Direct cash to victims, lobbying, real estate, etc.
- Contact: ICJI Helpdesk for technical help; email victimservices@cji.in.gov or call (317) 232-1234.
How Does This Tie to Your Situation
For direct compensation from a 1969 assault, the deadlines make it challenging, but you can still benefit from SAVAF-funded services. Reach out to local organizations like the Julian Center (317-920-9320, juliancenter.org) or ICESA (317-624-2370, indianacesa.org), which may receive these funds and offer free counseling, legal guidance, or help with records—without time barriers. RAINN (1-800-656-4673) can connect you to.
If this doesn't match what you meant, or if you have more details, let me know how else I can assist. Take care.